Life is but how we individually
define it to ultimately be, for we assign to each of our lives
the principles of where we independently arrive to, a point based
upon assumptions as well as prejudices as to what this life is
really all about. In the end we are all defined by our actions,
by what we do and what we say and in turn how we interact with
our fellow humans. And in that regard Charley Wolf and his approaches
to Belize and her beloved people was with an open mind.
It
was against the whispers of the loved ones and close friends that
he and the family had left behind in their European homeland who
argued that Charley was no doubt gambling with his family and
their future in relocating them all to the tropics. And no matter
how he danced around the reality of his own personal prejudices,
from the color of the skin tone of a fellow human to the toppings
on a pizza, Charley Wolf was no different than the next man, for
he too arrived to the land by the Caribe Sea with inherent prejudice
lying in wait in the deep recesses of his being. Prejudices that
Charley had no idea had been lying dormant in all humans from
the beginning of time itself.
Although
such prejudices Charley readily admitted to, he also felt they
were in check and would remain silent as they had throughout his
years that came together to form his life to date. However, what
Charley was completely unaware of was the prejudices that those
Belizeans that were able to face the realities of life in the
new millennium harbored deep in their hearts for gringos. And
although the Wolfs were not gringos in the literal sense because
they had not traveled from the United Kingdom, Canada, Texas or
California but from the heart of Europe, all the same the contempt
most Belizeans seemingly hold for most Caucasians took little
time to surface when it came to dealing with Belizeans.
What
was even more shocking to Charley and the Wolfs was the prejudice
that more than a few Belizeans apparently feel towards their fellow
citizens. That’s right, for Charley Wolf soon discovered
that prejudice existed openly in the heart of the Belizeans not
just towards the gringo populous but against each other. As Charley
soon learned in his interactions with the people of Belize, from
the local beer distributor on an afternoon hiatus to the local
cool spot operator to his building contractor to a cabinet minister,
Belizeans are racist just like the rest of us, whether we admit
it or not.
For
as Charley came to realize through the true friends that he made
in Belize, the melting pot which defines the Belizean populous
is racist. From the Creole to the East Indians to the Chinese
to the Garifuna to the Mestizo to the Belize Maya Mopan to the
Belize Maya Kekchi to the expat population, racism exists throughout
Belize whether you and I agree or not.
As
sad as it may sound, the realities are that the Belize Maya were
looked upon by the Belize Creole, East Indians as well as the
Belize Garifuna as petty thieves that could not handle their liquor,
a people that lived upon government subsidies while the rest of
the population worked for a living. In turn, Charley also discovered
quickly that the Belize Maya looked upon the Garifuna as lazy
blacks with a love for liquor and the beat of an African style
drum, the Creole as a overly sexual group of inbreeds that thought
they were above all the rest, the East Indians that were not really
apart of Belize and the Mestizos as Mexican and not Belizean.
And seemingly the only point of contention that most parts of
the Belizean society could agree upon was that the Chinese had
invaded their homeland to litter their towns with fired rice and
poorly cooked fried chicken.
Charley
Wolf was a man of integrity, a man not easily swayed by politics
or opinions. He was a man of the 21st century, a renaissance man
that only came to Belize looking for the best that any husband
or father could provide for his family. But upon his arrival to
the tranquility that awaited him and his family on the island
of Caye Caulker, it was the ramblings of a Belizean commentator
that would capture Charley Wolf’s attention as to the psyche
of the Belizean people that scared him and his family more than
the dangers of the Yellow Jaw Tommy Goff snake, arguably the most
notorious in all the land. It first caught Charley completely
off guard one day as he turned the pages of a twice weekly news
publication widely circulated across the territorial boundaries
which define the expanse of old Belize.
In
this particular newspaper column Charley soon came to understand
the realities that he and the family would ultimately have to
come to terms with, if they were to coexist with the people of
Belize. It was a column by a self proclaimed Belizean who had
lived for the most part in the United States until a civil servant
retirement pension allowed him to come back home to spread his
own personal distain for anyone that was not the same race as
he.
Half
way through the printed column Charley stopped and turned to Ms.
Wolf and asked, “if this guy hates Americans so damn much,
then why did he live in the United States long enough to receive
the benefits of a civil servant’s retirement package?? And
if he in the end hates all of those that he surrounded himself
with and that he lived so comfortable with for so long, then why
does he accept the pension payments, month after month, year after
year?”
After
a long pause and obvious deliberation to bring her thoughts together,
Ms. Wolf sat back in the Nicaraguan style lounge chair that was
her home most days at the hotel room they had rented along the
shoreline of beautiful Caye Caulker and said quite simply, “My
dear Charley, don’t you know that life is but how we individually
define it to ultimately be? And sadly, don’t you understand
my love that hypocritical racism is not simply a product of the
developed world, it is a part of us all.”
|